Dada from Hell
I am now in charged of almost all the house chores and it is tough, mainly because it is not a source of accomplishment but embarrassment, not paid to do the work, no vacations etc.. it is depressing, really.
Earlier I had to clean the car mainly because after I washed it 2 days ago it got rained on 16hrs later. It was a sad on to see that after cleaning it the weather will just ruin it for 15minutes. Anyway, I had to clean the car.
The problem with a 3rd world country is the water rotation during summer, and it we get water it was weak. In unfortunate days will have 2-3days without water which is ironic because we are in a tropical country and gets the most rains but we still are the one with a shortage.
So I forced myself to wash the car, in the middle of a humid 38 degrees weather. I just had to wash it. While washing it I can hear the 2 boys playing and it some instances was fighting. I cannot stop the car wash to check on them, that is difficult because I was sweaty, sticky and muddy. I let them do their thing whatever that may be.
After I finished my wash, I went inside to stow my stuff and what I saw was a disaster of a living room. Boxes on the floor, toys all over etc. A big mess.
To me that is difficult. Now after the car wash I have to face another round of cleaning but add another weight of the heat and the no water and my thirst and fatigue.
I lost it and need to punish both of them for it. I grabbed a corrugated box and slam it on their backs, heads, legs with full force. I was violently mad. Good thing boxes are quite soft and it will not break their bones or cut their skin but it can bring trauma to their soul forever.