My pet Max.
He died last night.
Looking back I now felt a tinge of guilt by not getting him the best care. I could have done better. I just watched him slowly get weaker and hoped that the medcines given by the Vet will be enough. I could maybe asked for another Vet’s opinion. I should have, could have….
When I got him, he was the runt of the litter. He is on the wayside, smaller and often just sleeping compared to his other hyperactive siblings. But an “inactive” Belgian Malinios is still vety active compared to other dogs. I started to teach him how to use the treadmill and he eventually loved it. He need a way to expel his energy and riding the treadmill was a big fun hobby together. However, one day he decided to pee on the treadmill and it malfunctioned. I tried to have it fixed but after a few weeks it conked out again. That was the last time he run on the treadmill.
I intially got him to be a guard dog but he did not end up to be one. He dont bark at people, except those who took the garbage and some vendors outside. It was kinda frustrating for me that he wont guard our house, though he has a very strong prey drive against cats, rats, birds and other animals. He killed countless of animals, sometimes we will just see a dead carcass splattered.
We used to have a grass lawn that he sadly dug to death. He ruined our garden untill we gave up and paved it and turned it to a basketball court.
The worst he did and I never forgave myself for it and silently blamed max too was when he run to Liam and scratch Liam’s face. That deeply scarred Liam and even now people see his facial scar. It was tough to accept. cant blame it all on Max, as he was just trying to play. Looking back, i should ve been more cautious. That one thing is a hate I kinda have for Max. I kinda made me like him less for that incident that is not really his fault.
All those things were just now part of my memories. He is now gone and can never go back. I thank him for the 5years he spent with me, it was not all joy and fun, bad things but overall it is still some great stuff. Run on, Max.