Dec31
Last day of the year 2021. I am at home spending the new year alone. It is mostly my decision to not join the parties and just wallow in emotional pain and boredom as I end my year.
2021 was uneventful and it was, i think, scarier than 2020. When the pandemic started you still have a bit of a hope that once we all got the vaccines, everything will be normal bit 2 year in this crisis we are still on square one. Nothing has change except a bit of freedom and mobility but other than that the whole state of everything is still depressing.
New things I did was celebrate xmas with the Herrera’s and here at home. Compared to past year’s xmas, the last one I had was way better. I met a few of people but those encounters ended as fast as how it started.
This year gave me a bit of a hope, but I am pessimistic about it, a possibility that our property might be sold. The kids got really good 1st quarter grades and that lift us all up. They are starting to box and slowly learning it. Around the middle of the year, Kenzo also agreed, surprisingly, to join TKD. Liam also learned and loves to skate. I was able to skate too.
The school schedule is back-breaking and something I really hated. I hated it so much that we might put Kenzo away from San Beda next school year.
Nothing much has happened and it was the same depressing year… possibly this year is even more “depressier” . I dont see next year to be an upgrade, I suspect it is even harder and possibly my last… it got to be.